hello everybody... i am sposed to b workin on bio so i can
pass the quizi thingi but i just dont feel like it i feel
like i am dead but that is okay because i am quite used to
this feeling now..... i wish that i was happy right now...
i think that i probably wuld b if i waz tlking 2 steven
rite now but he has his awy msg up rite now... grrrrz. i'm
listenin 2 the radio... 98.7 i love this station..... its
my favorite. this one and 96x. rob zombie is on rite now i
love that guy! his music is so kool it sends shiverz down
my spine it feels kool!!! lol... o yea tlkin about musiv,,,
my chorus teacher is trying to get me 2 sing a solo in one
of my lunch periods. i dont know why but she picked me and
two other chiks to sing.
i love singing and i want to be a singer but our skool is
so judgmental i'm kinda skared to sing in front of them. i
mean really, everyone hates me enough what's the point, to
humiliate myself while people laugh at me when i'm on
stage. uhhhhh. i think i'll pass on that. theres only one
person that will ever be able to convince me too... steven,
pls dont! lol...
i got sick after everyone left my house this afternoon... i
threw up for about 5 minutes and then i had to lie down on
the floor because i felt so sick. i told them i was sick
and that i could not eat. but i was being an idiot and i
ate anyways, it was my fault.
i threw up some blood too. i'm pretty sure that i am not
okay but i refuse to go to the hospital again. like, last
year and during the summer i spent all my weekends there
and they didnt find a damn thing.. now i'm pukin out blood
and they'll probably just say something like.. puberty or
but yea... i'm sick... heh sammi asked me if there was any
way i could be pregnant!!!! ha!!!!!!!!!!! no, sammi, there
is no way i could be pregnant. lol.
well... i've got to go again... I'm IMing kristin.