Max

Crimson Thoughts
2002-09-15 17:49:22 (UTC)

So Hated

Everyone seems to hate me. I didnt even do anything. I just
lived and BOOM "I hate you becuz blah blah blah". Or i did
something like be friends with a certain person and im
suddenly the ememy. I dont know and i dont get it. And
people wonder why i want to seperate from all humans. Your
all the same. You judge and critize but never look upon
yourself. I dont give a fuck if you dont care if you have
the same bad trait. You still have no room to talk.
HUMANS!! I swear...all the same. You get pissed if i dont
talk but when i do talk you get even more pissed. What the
fuck do you want from me??!! Huh???!! TELL ME DAMN IT! Yet
you all still wonder why i want to kill myself, cut myself,
scream in fusteration, kill the school, shoot up a local
event...why why why. And then you tell me..."do this ...it
will help..." or "get help and it will help" FUCK YOU. I
am complely not sorry. You never been though what i been
through and dont understand the rules of the game. this is
all like some sick game you people want to play. Well guess
what ....its time for pay packs. You all wanted me to talk.
You wanted to know how i feel...how i think act and do
things. How my locgic works and how the game plays. You'll
regret pushing me to this edge. ALL of you should die in
fucking hell. Burn till your skin falls off. Hang by your
intestents. Bleed from your eyes. You should open up your
skull and poke your brains. Take out a pieace and eat the
remains. Then hold out your heart and watch it beat. Then
watch it die as your lungs decay....FUCK YOU SHOULD JUST
DIE!!! ~~walks into her shadow world where she belongs~~




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