listen to my silences
i'm exhausted actually. but i can't fall asleep. i don't
understand this. maybe i should go drive for awhile...lol.
jonathon came over today, it was cool. i needed to talk to
him and didn't even know it till he showed up. thanks jon.
i didn't do much today because i was so tired. i cleaned
the kitchen and i've been doing laundry. but other than
that i really haven't done anything. i'm just kinda...here.
well, i'm going to go try to sleep...again. we'll see how
it goes. maybe if i tell myself that i'll sleep i will...
final thought: i will sleep. i will sleep. i will sleep.