simon_says

illusions
2001-07-23 14:20:18 (UTC)

whoa!

so my life has been a twirl. a vision. a bad vision and yet
good has come out of it. well ok maybe not a bad vision but
somewhat of a blur. i dispise time. it controls my every
move. i consist of nothing but what the time permits. well
i don't want that for me. i wish i could just throw every
clock away and forget about time. man o man. i got this
strange opportunity to come to vegas for three weeks to work
with my aunt. which was fine with me but then i realized i
would be missing out on so many summer things. like my annual
camping trip and all of these parties. and hanging out with my
friends. damn but ok so i ended up going after my whole family
made me feel extremely guilty. so i've been in vegas for
the last week and time has passed me by. so i am working at
my aunts office and the week has passed and i am starting my
second week. i realized i never want to be an average joe
blow office worker. i mean its fine for people
to do but its horrible. i hate office work. i feel all
cooped up in a snooty place. where you have to dress "nice"
and look "nice". i mean i wouldn't have bought the clothes
i wear on a daily basis if i didn't think they were NICE! i
understand the whole professional thing but man can't we at
least be individuals. it seems like everyone is in clothes
they hate wearing. what a hell work is. CAPITALISM. o
capitalism. damn capitalists.




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