sweetaddiction

lack of fucking apathy.

i feel strange without you.
i dont know how to act.
or when to sleep.
and things seem different now.
between us.
something is wrong.
its off.
and i havent TALKED to you.
so i dont know why.
and i know that youre busy.
i respect that.
but..
i need to talk to you.
because im feeling weird
and i didnt want to feel like this
ever again.
you know.
im putting myself out here.
and now i just dont know where to stand.
or where YOU stand.
i just dont know.
communication.
i need communication.
i need something.

i just want to sleep.
i dont want to think.
i just want to sleep it all away.
no bad thoughts...
go away..
go away everything.
just leave me.
leave me be.
let me be here alone.
and very happy.
without a past.
just a future.
and no people.
they just hurt you.

i used to try to change the world.
and i was oh so oh so deep.
settling scores, and fighting dragons.
and now...
i just want to sleep.
i just want to sleep.