Grimlin

My Life
2002-09-13 14:37:33 (UTC)

Everything

Hey hey I'm in Computer and Information class right now and
I am soooooooooooo bored but anyways I had the weirdest
dream last night. Okay I was hanging out over bruce's and
me and him were still going out but he left cuz he had to
go to work. Well then I was hanging out at Matt Long's and
he said he had some bussiness to take care of and he would
drive me home so I said okay. Then I found out what was
going on. When Bruce got off work he went over Marty's and
they were driving around. Matt was going to drive me home
and then drive around looking for Marty to shoot him. Well
Matt came in for a minute for something to drink. Then
Bruce called me (before I knew everything that was going
on) and he said he thought it was a good idea for us to
break up and right as he said that matt said bye and
started walking out I dropped the phone and ran after him
and jumped in the car. He said if I didn't want to be
involved I better get out and I started begging Matt not to
do it because bruce was in the car but he said it wasnt him
fault. At that time we crossed marty and bruce's path and
marty had a gas leak and when matt shot at the car the car
blew up in flames and they both died. I was so upset that I
hung myself. That dream is so confusing. I hate confusing
things. Well anyways I have a new boyfriend and his name is
larry he so sweet and so cute and he smokes to so he wont
say I taste like an ashtray. A bunch of people over at the
corner are calling me a vaccuum cleaner because of the
hickys I left on his neck(lol pepsi not as bad as brians)
yea well my mom is a stupid whore because I was over sams
yesterday and she knew it and I didnt come home at time so
my social worker said for her to call the cops and now I am
being charged for runaway. I am gunna have to go to
waxsters. I fucking hate life with a passion and I dont
even know what to do anymore. I just want to break down and
cry. Fuck my parents fuck my school work fuck my medical
shit fuck my life I am sick and tired of all the shit I
have to go through. If it wasnt for my best friends (you
know who you are) I would hang myself and stick a dagger
through my heart. I want to cry so bad but I have been
crying so much lately I have run out of tears and I dont
want the class staring and being nosy well I gotta go cuz
class is almost over




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