Casey

My life
2002-09-12 21:41:34 (UTC)

-Losing Grip-

i'm fine, really im fine, yah right..oh well its cool, ill
be ok even though i don't really no what i want to do about
guys, like today i started to like Tim again a lot because
he finally started to talk to me again unstead of ignoring
me like he has been doing lately which is kinda screwed up
but oh well. I don't know though, and i mean im trying so
hard to move on from Brant. i wrote this for him..

Praying
By: Casey Bolton

Im not going to cry
and im not going to try
To many years have past loving you
To many years full of wasted tears ive cried for you.
All the things that were left unsaid,
I was led into something that almost left me Dead,
Im not giving in anymore,
I want to forget the pain that ive endured.
I dont want to love you anymore.
Nothing's the same..everythings changed
Without you where would i be today?
Would i still be the same?
But i know that without you it would feel like heaven is
out of reach
and im left feeling incomplete.
Years ago i feel for you,
But somewhere down the line, Love became a crime
I know that i don't want my feelings to stay..
But no matter how much i pray i will love you anyway.

I think that its one of the best ones that ive written..but
who knows. i talked to brant today for about 4
minutes..just like hey whats up how ya been kinda shit..
and that was about all. I guess iw as really glad to talk
to him because ive been worrying about him a lot lately, he
has been doing some really stupid shit, like jumping off
bridges. And guy stuff like that. but im starting to change
what i do on the wkends like tonight im going to the
footbacll game with chelsea and tomorow i tink im going to
go over to jeff shencks house and getting drunk w/ rach
emily jeff sterling n sum over people. but i gg later
case




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