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2002-09-12 05:10:41 (UTC)

but i can see my soul baby, and it makes me want to die...god i fucking love melissa ferrick

god i am so fucking tired.

robin leaves tomorrow.
i had to say bye tonight...
it was so hard and sad.

i am missing her so much right now.
i cant even being to explain it.
so long without seeing her. touching her. talking to her.
completly cut off.
and ive decided after this long time of a sort of
revelation period within myself. with this...this sort of
experiment of sorts on my part.
i like my life much more when she is apart of it.
and things will be better from now on.
i can feel it inside me already.
no more taking one single conversation for granted.
because now i know what its like without them.
no more jealously.
no more doubts.
no matter what or who or when or whatever she does or does
not do.
and i hope she feels the same too.
no more petty bullshit.
no more bullshit in general.

it really is all about the love for me. i realize this now.

emily, baby, youre apart of me.
im okay without you. i did good. i did great. i fucking
did awesome.
but baby
its just not the same without you.
and i am going to try my damnest to make things happy with
us from now on.
and if you do the same...
and i dont think its going to be hard...at all.
everything will be so much better than it has been.

i love you with every single little fragment of my 5'3 108
lbs being.

monkey is cold so im going to go love him and fix it now.



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