brokenvoice

redheads don't have more fun
2002-09-12 00:51:03 (UTC)

mmm cinnamon rolls

Hello hello, this is my second entry, it's about time huh?
Today I feel much better, I'm still pretty dizzy but I can
eat a lot more than I have been able to the past few days.
Before I didn't even have an appetite barely. Which is
weird for me because I am ALWAYS eating! lol. So anyway,
I've been thinking about a few things today. First and
foremost, September 11th. These terrorist people are sick,
I hope someone shoots them all, or better yet, someone
should make them suffer horribly for months and months so
they die a slow death. Do I sound bitter to you? I hope so,
these crazy mothatruckers make me so hardcore pissed off!!
And they deserve it! So I should probably make this short,
I have some cinnamon rolls in the oven. Mmm. I've had the
biggest craving for em for the past 2 or 3 days, I feel
like I have one of those pregnant lady cravings. Hahaha.
Speaking of ovens and cooking and all that, I think I'm
gonna drop my cooking class. I was talkin to my mom about
it, and I'm just worried about how much time I'll have to
do homework and all that crap. I mean, I have one freakin
study hall a week, that's really not sufficient time to
start homework. Plus I've been out for about a week, I have
all this shit to make up. (Sorry for the bad language kids,
I'm a clean and pure Protestant chick, I don't usually
swear, and I apologize. I'm just stressed). So hopefully I
can drop that and be happy! Woooo! You know what else
pisses me off? Guys. They suck. Don't be offended if you
are one, just know I'm pissed lately at the male gender.
Grrr! It always always always ALWAYS seems that whenever I
want someone, they don't want me back. And the people that
do want me, I don't have much interest and I don't want
them. And the good guys, I treat them like crap and then
feel sorry about it later when I can't fix anything. I'm
horrible though, I think a lot of the problems are my
fault. I think I know what I'll do... since no guy really
seems to be my type and worth it, once I get to be about
24, I'll put out an ad for a guy with a good physical
description. Then I'll just have a few kids with him and
not even marry the guy, I just want kids. lol. No husband
for me anymore! You know, I think about the future a lot.
Everything that goes through my head is based on the future
and what I think will happen. It has to be that way, right?




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