sweetwater gal

Mind of a Dragon Angel
2002-09-11 07:34:06 (UTC)

Part II of really long babble...

Lifetime movies are wretchedly horrible!

They just are! They suck you in with these sappy emotional
true life type of stories, and YOU KNOW they're that kind
of movies... and even though you KNOW you're gonna cry when
you watch it, why bother putting up a fight not to cry when
in the end they'll make you cry!

Bloody horrible making you cry movies!

What's also terrible are those emotional Third Watch
episodes!

Just tonight I was watching part two of the September 11
episodes of Third Watch. I cried! Cried for the heroes
and cried for the innocent! Tears of joy (*sigh* I have
Bosco to thank for that) and tears of sadness.

Damn, why am I such an emotional wreck sometimes?

It's gonna be worse if I marry a fire fighter... heck,
GAVIN! I'm so bad...

*sigh*

"Dragon Angel" why do I refer to this journal as "Dragon
Angel"? As I've mentioned, I adore dragons. There's
something so noble, so wild, so... I can't explain it.
Dragons are wonderful creatures that those that fear them
really shouldn't and might not understand them. Maybe
that's why I adore dragons so much... I might have
this "connection", this "understanding" of dragons though,
yeah, I know, they're "mythical creatures".

And Angels. Yeah I believe in them. I think that my
belief in them is the closest thing I'll ever admit to
believing in GOD. Or at least a "higher power".

Guess you might know the answer to such a question like "Do
you watch that CBS show TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL?" Yeah, I do.
And I'm not shame to admit that.

Isn't dragon angel some kind of oxymoron? *shrugs*

I write to purge and purge to write. That might be the
reason why I babble so much in my journals.

I have, like, three other journals-- handwritten ones. I'm
surprise myself that I have them.

They mostly talk about guys, fear of death, guys, my
future, guys, celebrities, guys, TV shows/movies, guys...
LOL notice the trend?

I heard Justin Timberlake's solo song... LOL I'm sorry but
I cringed! It's just an N Sync song w/o the other guys
dancing background or JC sharing the spotlight! ACK! I'm
sorry but the only two N Sync members that have my total
respect right now are Joey Fatone and Lance Bass.

I'm more of a Backstreet Boys fan. LOL Can you tell? Brian
is like a big brother in spirit to me. I just adore his
voice and everything about him. Nick... LOL good gawd did
I have a long time crush on him! Can't wait to hear his
own solo song.

S Club... formerly S Club 7 but is only S CLUB now b/c
SOMEONE left! Paul! How could you?! If you don't know S
Club, they're the ones that sang "Never had a dream come
true". They sang so much more and have they're own show
and I've been a fan from the very beginning even
BEFORE "Never had a dream..." came out! I'm especially a
BIG Paul/Rachel shipper. Those two are bloody cute
together it's ridiculous!

Rachel Stevens... shit, I'll admit it. If I were a lesbian
or even bi-sexual... I'd go for her! She's like the ideal
kind of girl! Heck, I WISH I looked, danced, sang, and
talked like her! Now I can't decide which of the songs she
sings lead in is my favorite. First it was Natural of
their second album... but now I heard "Show me your
colours" and she is AWESOME in it! It has a slight R&B mix
to Pop. I love that song!

Okay, I think I babbled enough for tonight. Maybe I'll talk
more again. Geez, I don't know if you noticed, only now
I'm seeing that I go from being deep to talking about TV
shows! LOL

*sigh* Til then...

~Iris




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