Niki

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2001-07-22 07:13:08 (UTC)

Why does it hurt so bad? Why do..

Why does it hurt so bad?
Why do I feel so sad?
Thought I was over you
But I keep crying
When I don't love you

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I would just let you down
I would just make you hurt

i wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair

beneath the stain of time
the feelings wont disappear
you are with someone else
i am still right here

So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
So, why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad

Never again that's what I said to myself
I never wanna feel that kinda pain again boy
Just when I think it's over
Just when I think it's thru
I find myself right back in love with you

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep you here
i would find a way

Angel in disguise she was
But somehow you fell for her
Until she broke your heart that day
And left you in the rain

But still she loves you


i feel so alone... i was reading our old convos b4. i know
u think i was weird for keeping them, but on days like
today, when im upset and need u here.. it makes me feel
better knowing that u loved me. like we had it all for a
lil while, everything was perfect, and maybe it makes me
feel beeter cuz i had it all... but then at the same time,
i cry cuz i miss it, i miss u, as a best freind, and as
some1 who cares about me. when did u stop caring?