tetancodez

diary of the freak
2002-09-10 23:27:47 (UTC)

my first entry

sup freak this is nate im 15 i have the best g/f in the
world i have a wigged out life and i question my dreams of
it so i wtite about it if thats ok with u.yeah i have been
havng a hard time with life right now i thought i got out
of problems between me and my g/f but i guess i didn't. it
still feels like there is somethin wrong and people kep
sayin there is i love her so much i do i do i do i do!! i
have so much fun with her like at cedar point and renfair
(especially near the end)but i dunno sometimes it has its
bad sides like she got mad at me today for drawing on my
arm. i drew stitchs and a bleading mark on my wrist but it
was only a drawing it didn't mean anything but she thinks
it does and it makes me so mad like wen me and a friend are
play punching and she gets mad at me for it. she always
thinks im thinking of something violent i am so
misunderstood it seems. but its ok i will keep bein wut i
want to be and thats wut u all want me to be if i am not
that tell me it might help me be wut i wanna be i luv u kt
i luv u alot and im sry for my thoughts but u told me not
to lie to u so i didn't.




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