The Crazy Life of Troy, the Drama King!
The Morning After....
Well I was awakened by my bestest friend Kimmie at around
11:00 this morning. Yes I am a lazy ass!! I usually stay up
around 2 or 3 and then sleep in until 11:30! So sue me! NO,
I'm not in school...I'm joining the Air Force, but I am not
leaving until October! So there!
Anywayz, I was awakened and I got to talk to my bestest
friend in the whole wide world. This girl is like a sister
to me and I love her to death. I don't know what I would do
without her! She and her family have accepted me with open
arms. I basically told her EVERYTHING that happened last
night and she understood, but I didn't really get into how
I was so upset. It's kind of passed over me now. I just
have to get up and move on from it. I have a smile on my
face right now which is a good thing! I'm not going to let
something like that bother me. When I go into work today I
may be a little sad, but other than that, I have moved on.
It's just going to be hard to see JT Saturday...we
basically work the same shift...I'm scared to even look at
his face. I so want to just pull him aside and apologize
for the mess that I have made! I should have gotten to know
him first before I just plunged head on into a collison
Once again I am listening to Sarah Brightman. I recently
bought her "La Luna" CD because I was in the mood for it.
It brings back memories of when I borrowed this CD from my
ex-girlfriend and listened to it non stop!! Hehehe, it
really calms my nerves and she has such an amazing voice!
Sarah and Mariah I could listen to 24/7 without any pauses!
My parents probably think I'm weird listening to Opera. I've
never really openly listened to it around them. My dad
would be impressed!
I'm talking to my friend Leslie, who is the sister of JT's
best friend. She is such a good friend and I wish I would
have gotten to know her better before she went back to NY!
I miss working with her, she always brought a smile to my
face. Her brother on the other hand has some issues he
needs to deal with...he thinks he's better than everyone
and I am here to tell him that he's definetely NOT! I love
talking to people online, but I feel no one wants to. I
feel like I do all the talking!
I feel like I do all the talking all the time. I thought
about that today when I was talking to Kimmie. It felt like
I was the only one doing the talking and she just listened.
I dunno, it mostly goes back and forth. I had A LOT to talk
about I guess and I wanted to get it OUT. Kimmie has a way
of bringing EVERYTHING out in me and I guess that's why I
love her! She never grows tired of me and I never grow
tired of her. NOW IF ONLY I CAN GO FUCKING SEE SWIMFAN!!!
GRR, I WANTED TO SEE IT OVER THE WEEKEND AND NO ONE WOULD
GO WITH ME!! IT'S #1 AT THE BOX OFFICE FOR CRYING OUT
LOUD!! I WILL see it! Jesse Bradford is a hottie and so is
Erika Christensen! I need to rent Traffic...
"You win some, you lose some"
Peace out till next time! :0)