crazy0star

Through my eyes...
2002-09-09 05:43:25 (UTC)

Dream

In that day, you will have no place to hide. You will wish
you could command the rocks and mountains to fall on you
and hide you from the presence of the One who sits on the
throne and from the wrath of Jesus Christ, but there will
be no hiding place for you
Revelation 6:15-17

I was in the car with my mom and the clouds were looking
threatening. A dark black grey had covered my entire
neighborhood. I was driving up my favorite street, Old
Maple Road, and looking over the golf course. The growling
clouds were high in the sky and showed not a single sign of
light, not even lightening to go with the thunder. As I
looked on, a grey cloud in the shape of a tear drop fell in
reverse up towards the clouds and upon contact resulted in
a ripple effect completely across the sky. Something was
most definitely not right. We sped toward the house in
a desperate fury. Before we could arrive there safely, we
appeared in a line. We were each given a number. All of
my relatives were there, grandma, grandpa, my dad, my
family. We were all waiting for something and no one knew
what. All we knew was that we had to wait. As each of our
time came, we approached a jagged cliff, where a man
stood. He was to show us our eternity. I watched in front
of me as a women approached the man. She looked at peace.
She knew her eternity. She knelt down to pray and her body
formed a droplet and she began to ascend as I had seen
before from afar. The smooth curves of her eyes, with a
tear slowly falling down her cheek. A content exression of
sadness of the ending of one beginning only to start
again. Now it was my turn, it was my turn to approach. I
didn't want to, I couldn't go through with it. I knew my
eternity as well. I wasn't ready. I had been warned and I
hadn't listened. All of those who loved me knew my
eternity as well. My mom, just as before, when my human
life officially began in my birth, made the committment of
her life to me. She grabbed my hand and would not let me
go alone. We did not wait to be judged, but just jumped
into the pit of damnation. She gave up her eternity to
comfort mine. But we are not allowed to chose our
eternity. We earn it in our actions. She was not destined
the same way I was. She suffered for her final decision
but her life still brought her to the serenity she had
dedicated herself to. I will not get to feel the ripple of
complete ecstacy. I chose the path of being alone for
eternity...




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