underneath it all
I know he cares. He's put too much effort into me to not
care. I guess I should be glad that he cares about me so
much that he doesn't want to ruin our friendship by dating.
I guess, I guess, I guess. All this is fine and great but I
love him and he loves me AS A FRIEND. How come I can get
guys I don't want and I can never get the ones I do. Life
is so mean sometimes.