The Muffin Man

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2002-09-08 14:36:47 (UTC)

Going Away, Leaving Today

I've got big dreams but no self esteem you know
I'd reach for the stars but I can't find my arms
All this time we've acomplished so much
Why can't I believe?
Why can't I just feel loved?
Ah Ha

Going away
Leaving today
You've gotta find a brand new hero
Going away
Leaving today
You've gotta finda a brand new hero

I let you down when your not around you know
I can't be trusted with anything
All this time we've wanted so much
To just be loved
Why can't we just feel loved?

Going away
Leaving today
You've gotta find a brand new hero
Going away
Leaving today
You've gotta find a brand new hero
What will they say when I've gone away?
You've gotta find a brand new hero

Always talking but I never say a lot
And I blow it if I get another shot
Cause it seems like no matter what I've got
It feels like its nothing
I feel like I'm nothing

Going away
Leaving today
You've gotta find a brand new hero
Going away
Leaving today
You've gotta find a brand new hero
What will they say when I've gone away?
You've gotta find a brand new hero
Brand new hero
Brand new hero
Brand new heroooooooooooooooo
-Reel Big Fish-

Which describes how I'm feeling at the moment. I can fool
people Im happy. I can put on this whole comedic act
making it seem like I dont have a care in the world. But
its not real. Something inside is gnawing at me, and I
don't know what it is. What the fuck. I just wanna be
able to have a chick notice me without being a total
idiot. I wanna chick to see me and flirt with me but thats
not gonna happen. Damn. Funny in high school all my
friends were girls. Guess how many friends I've made in
college that are girls. You guessed it zero. Woo Hoo.
Chicks really do hate me. All right. Certain people of the
female persuasion get any hot guy she wants to flirt with
her and I'm stuck with no one to run to. Nope. I get to
deal with all the shit dumped on me all by myself with no
release valve. Oh fucking well. "I wanna say, I wanna say
it, let me say, what do I say?" Yeah. Anyways. Im just
an angry young man right now. And HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET
OVER SOMEBODY? Well Im gonna go now.

Laters


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