sweetaddiction

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2002-09-08 05:14:58 (UTC)

i can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles...

i went to breakfast this morning with robin.
she is such an amazing person.
i feel like i owe her so much
that ill never be able to repay her.

i went driving tonight.

i didnt want to go out. im so bad about that. i should
have.

im sleepy as fuck.

crazy love is stuck in my head.

robin made me a happy cd because i was sad.
21 songs.
its the cutest happiest totally robinish cd ever

i love that girl.

...

we talked last night.
we talked a lot last night.
over an hour on the phone.

i cried. i needed to.
more importantly, she cried.
she needed it more i think.

love is such an insane thing.
crazy/beautiful.

a random memory came into my mind tonight.
one night here when people were here
i was all sorts of drunk
but i remember it
out of nowhere she was like
"i love this girl. no. no you dont understand. i fucking
love this girl so much."

i need a hug.

a baby will die without human touch.

primitive desires...

no.

its a need.


and no one can tell me im wrong for that.

i talked to james for like 2 mins today.
i miss him.

im so tired i cant even think right.
but i dont want to sleep.
and i dont want to be awake.

i just DONT want to be here.

i want things to be different.

i need to send my vcc transcripts.
i need to do so much.
my list is growing everyday.

so much grown up bullshit.
thats SO not what life is about
and i hate that i have to spend ANY amount of my time
doing it, let alone the majority of it.

what have we made priorities...
where is the love.
its all about the love man...all about it...

"but you...you were always the one...and you were
amazing..."





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