Survey says? We're over for good.
Well I told him how I felt tonight. He knew. He doesn't
feel the same way. I should have known. Why can't I find a
decent guy. I'm fat and ugly thats why. He's not to blame.
He hella wants things to be the same but I don't know how I
can do that. I just dont know. He even said he loved me
tonight when we were getting off the phone....I dont know I
just want this all to go away. I need to loose more weight
that's all I can control. Whoever said that love is real is full of
shit, when have I ever recieved love from a guy who I loved? Never.
Love is overrated and a myth.