OhBaby It Is Me

MY SO-CALLED LIFE
2002-09-08 04:16:55 (UTC)

This whole week has been so..

This whole week has been so very much for me to
absorbe. I want it all to be so much different and I want
to spend more time with the people I care about, but I know
that I have to choose who to be with and when. Not that
I'm so in demand that I have hundreds of plans, I hardly
ever have plans, but I want to make them. I want to be
included, but hardly anyone includes me. Those who do, who
are two people that mean the world to me, always have
always will. I just want to feel like I have a place. But
I know I don't. I know that all my friends are really not
my friends, they are either just using me, or so fucked up
they don't even notice I'm around.


Stupid people have now just fucking got me in a
horrible mood




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