disturbed

ad infinitum
2002-09-07 23:16:23 (UTC)

i barely even know you.

i barely even know you.
i used to know someone..
he had your look, your gait,
your eyes, your smell.
sometimes he made the same jokes as you,
with the same smile and glimmer in his eye.
but his was warm and caring,
not cold and distant.
i would just look at him, or think about him, and all of
my troubles would disappear.
but i dont know where he is now.
i dont know what you did to him,
and i dont know why.
all i know is that i loved him,
i loved more than you will ever know love.
i loved him in such a way that you will never
understand--that you could never understand.
and ive lost him.
i dont even know how it all happened.
it just happened so fast.
it still pains me to think about him,
especially when i see you.
or when i try to think about him so that i can be
appeased but instead, your image comes to my mind
and pains me even more.
you'll never be him. you'll never replace him.
i knew him and loved him from the day i was born.

and you..
i barely even know you.




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