The mediocrity that is me
someone love me, please.
I hate myself and want to die.
I seriously don't know what to do with my life. I don't
know where I am, who I am, or what the fuck is my purpose
in being here. I mean, who the fuck cares anyways.
I'm sure you don't.
Want to hear something?
If we had a gun in my house, in my immediate possesion, I
jnever would I have had to make it this far.
I could have been dead by now. Too bad I'm such a fucking
But like it would have mattered anyway.
I haven't cried this hard in a long time.
Like I don't know how pathetic this is. Like I don't know
how self-absorbed this is. Like I don't know how
incredibly fucking stupid this is. Don't tell me how
pathetic I am.... I already know.
Please, just don't judge me.
All I have ever wanted was to be loved.