Venus

I Used to be...Now I don't know
2002-09-07 01:41:10 (UTC)

Horny

I AM HORNY. I jerked-off this morning (Yes, I'm female,
but I call all masterbation jerking-off.) It didn't really
help much. I'm REALLY horny now. I could easily find
someone to fuck... Damn, this being exclusive is fairly
tough. But still, when I picture myself with someone else
I feel empty. I couldn't bear to lose Shea right now. I'm
just so horny. And deprived of physical affection. I've
almost had half a mind to ask Darren how he feels about
just sharing a bed, to be with someone. I have a feeling,
though, he wouldn't be comfortable with that. Who knows?
I helped him put up flyers, so he can start a band.
He's "emo-punk." He's cool shit. Then we went to find the
Salvation Army, but it wasn't open. Let's see... I also
started a movie rental account... Yeah for me! It's four
bucks a movie! I might start another one at Shop'n'Save,
if they're cheaper. I really came to the lab to type my
copywriting homework, but I've got all the time in the
world, it's a 24 hour lab. And I've got nothing better to
do... There's a dance at 11 in the campus center, but I'm
not sure I'll go. I haven't quite made close enough
friends to hang out with there, and I'm not big on going to
stuff alone. Maybe I'll walk through, or something. Oh
well. I'm still horny.




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