cancersvulst

facts of life
2002-09-06 21:29:15 (UTC)

not meant to be

things are feeling a little better today. but I bet when I
go to bed the bad thoughts will come crawling. Shit.

I'm nobody. Compared to my friend I am nothing. Nobody ever
sees me. It feels like I could just dissapear and no-one
would notice. I'm just material for filling out with. I'm
ugly. I am fat. I am not good at anything in particular.
I'm doing my best but it never really turnes out the ways I
wish for. Why can't I ever do anything good? I know I have
the talent but... I't seems as if it is not meant to be.




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