squrlgyrl

change machines and apple trees
2002-09-06 13:18:41 (UTC)

and why did i think this would work???

the title says it perfectly....'why did i think this would
work??'....you can love someone from any distance, no
matter how great, but you can't expect anything from them.
that sounds so harsh, but its the truth...and that sucks.

--this is the next morning. so heres the scoop...i cut
myself last night and had a partial mental breakdown. but
i talked to joe'l, and im feeling slightly better. i have
to go to class, so this isn't going to be very long. --i
think joe'l and the little blonde girl are going to get
together. ouch. but i can't think about that right now, i
have no zoloft, and i don't want to be a total wreck for
class. i want everything to work out, but my optimism is
failing me, and im left feeling nieve and alone. *shit*,
now ive gone and started crying, fucking baby, gotta go-
my 'future' is waiting.




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