Well, I didn't sleep at all last night after that little
outburst of mine with the ephedra. I am going to find a
way to overcome this. And I say "this" and be all Asian
about it, using only pronouns, because i have no idea
what "this" is, what it is that it bothering me. There are
many topics that could be contributing.
What it then comes down to is this:
How many of these topics that I could be helping on are
there and how many are beyond my reach?
Which ones need to be done first? etc
I think I will be all right. Some good raw emotion left
the fortress of my mind last night, but it is still feeling
battered, beaten, ignored....
I just have to watch myself closer the next couple days
because I know the subconscious thing is there for sure at
*off I go into some crappy forest littered with tires and