Deusvizzi

Deus vizzi
2002-09-05 19:34:42 (UTC)

days to nights

hello will its been another day and people would
think i should be get over her but the turth is im
loseing this fight i have no will or want to be me i
cant smile and cant be the happy go lucky mickey im
was it like i wake up in a world of no color no
happiness everthing i see reminds me of her :'( from
the tch deck i play with to the cuts on my writs i
watched the movie one hour photo (i got it bootleged off
the net) and i see myself in the guy shoes the thing
that hit me so hard is in the move the mian guy got a
wall of pictuers and he lives alone with no one in his
life and i think if you go to my place i have a wall
full of pictures and im alone im so fucking alone i
fear i will be alone and never find turth love i had it
and the evil world destory it ever day i think im
getting closer to ending it no this is no cry for
help deep down in side me im die as a person i have
no will want or need to live i know ppl will miss me and
have will cry but over time they will forget the love
they had and the fun w had like she has and i have i
have never been this depress in my life i been very
depress before but not like this before i had my
closest friends and family but i got too good friends
evertte and tina but they really dont see how bad i am
getting my friends think i should stay in ohio for
some more time but if i do i fear i will never come home
again yes it getting that bad i dont care if im on the
streets or in a house i need to be back home as i sleep
i see death in my dreams and i feel happier then it
turns to kris and i wake up in fear and crying will
who cares right ratamahatta bwomp

Love
Mickey
Deus vizzi




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