jonesenstein

Jonesenstein
2001-07-20 03:01:42 (UTC)

6-6-01


Wednesday, June 06, 2001
Do you ever get the feeling that God is trying to
tell you something? Maybe not God, but something is trying
to tell you something? Maybe not…
Nevermind, that’s getting into metaphysical stuff
that is not the basis of this installment on Nick Jones’
Head.
What I mean is that lately I have been feeling that
I should be doing something. Something to change the world
somehow. Something to make me better, make the world
better.
I am 22 and I am in college. I need a job. I need
everything that is happening in my life. I have no time to
do anything else. I still feel as if I should though. I
feel as if I need to do something. Something to make a
mark.
I dunno. I need something more. I need to do
something creative and get paid for it. I need to make
something with my own hands and have people say, “I wish I
could do that.”
Do I need to be revered? Something people look up
to? Something the world tried to figure out? That’s what
it sounds like, doesn’t it? Kinda vain.