Pixie Eyes

A Pixies Life
2002-09-04 05:22:17 (UTC)

Whoo hoo

Guess what! I passed my driving test AND my first day of
school was awesome!! My teacher Ms. Loya is so nice and she
seems like she could teach me a lot, or at least sharpen
some skills for composition. I want to thank Beau for
taking me to school and letting me hang out with him
again ;) and for all the people who were scared of the
first day too, and hung out with me :D
I dyed my boyfriends hair.. or I bleached it. Sometimes I
dont understand whats going on. I mean, (this has nothing
to do with his hair preferences BTW) sometimes he acts like
im it, like there is no one else that could even come
close. I read some old letters the other day and it used to
be like "You are beautiful" now.. its just different.. not
worse... Different. I still feel the same that I felt back
almost a year and a half ago almost two. Im just paranoid.
I KNOW IT! lol. im crazy and a spaz. I just dont ever want
to be hurt by someone who i care SO much about. Its weird.
Inside I know that just because Im not always the center of
attention, it does not mean anything. But sometimes, any
girl, not just me, needs to hear that she is beautiful
inside and out. If I am not, that is fine. But I feel
sometimes alone in the same room. WIERD Im tired :P to
eveyrone
xoxo ren




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