seaweed

my procastinating world
2002-09-04 03:19:55 (UTC)

colour picture's of marigold

well i diddnt go to skool today casue i got up at 5 am to
watch middlesbrough to play man u, it was a very shit game
and it was not worth getting up to veiw..... man u won 1-
0....

i feel somewhat refreshed casue i got to sleep after the
soccer, yet like always i feel drained. And my stomcahe
pains are getting werse, i have to hit my stomcahe several
times to make the pain stop, it's like ive been cursed
its the way i see my self, in certian area's about my self
i hvae been lucky where as other i have been cursed, its
like a balance between good and evil.i just wish i diddnt
have these pains.... but its only 1 of many pains...

i dont fit the "molde" in orange, i cannot find a scence i
can fit into or a group of ppl to hang out with, who share
the same ideas and scence of humor, no 1 grasps my scence
of humor, when i say something i think is funny, i will the
the what the fuck look or they will hit me... which leads
me to my skool friends,i dont really like many of them, not
many at all, it seems that they are all tryen to live up to
something, i cannot quite place it, but i know i will soon,
its just weird, i sit there at lunch and just think to my
self about them and then when i say something about some1,
its indirectley aimed at all of them and then funny thing
is that they agree, i have a laughing fit itside.
i dunno it just seems that certian ppl think that
everything they say is write, and will not listen to n e 1
else and if u put foward ure opinion they will belittle u.
i dunno just most of the time it feels like my friends t
reat my like shit under there shoes, oh well fuck em all. i
guess it all can be tied in with the nada surf song..
populiar...

we have our grad commen up and im looking foward to
dressing up all swarve and what not, before i wasnt looking
foward to it, but now, i can see the good in it, its gunna
be soo good, im gunna feel soo rich, im gunna get in m,y
suit and go down town and get druink or something, aahaha i
dunno, im just really excited

oh and the other day we had to fill out a form for year 12
and one of the things was"what is ure fondest's memorues of
ohs" and so i put, being the little rebal bitch i am,ahaha
"egging the skool with curtis and getting chased by
security", it was perfect, tho curtis diddnt like it to
much, im sure later in life he will see the funy side of
it......

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