chaoticxpression

my simple small world
2002-09-04 02:05:06 (UTC)

do not read this!!!!!

I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE....
I AM ABOUT READY TO GO OFF THE DEEP EDGE AND TAKE
EVERYTHING I CAN WITH ME...
YOUR DRING ME MAD....YOUR BEING A FEW PEOPLE IN MY SMALL,
OH SO SMALL GROUP OF FRIENDS(ACTUALLY JUST ONE OF YOU)...
I CAN'T FUCKING STAND YOU...
I KNOW WHAT YOU SAY WHEN I'M NOT AROUND...I SEE IN YOUR
EYES YOUR SOLE, I KNOW WHAT'S IN YOUR HEART.AND YOU, YOU
ARE SICK SORRY EXCUSES FOR HUMANS...AND YOU MAKE ME SICK,
VERY VERY SICK.
WHY AM I ENRAGED? THINK....just think..
ok, I'm better now...draveia just called me.
I use the name draveia, since I don't want harrassment from
locals who might stumble upon this, and I will never refer
to this person as anyone except draveia...
but draveia...
I am no longer angry about todays situations.
*sigh...
crys an ocean of dry tears when thinks of draveia.......
but you might as well be dead..
(if you'd die, I'd die...seriously but still)
as current situation seems...you might as well be dead.
I like you draveia(meaningless crush, I don't know)...so where does
that leave me.
You might as well be dead...since you shall never see, and
I know there is no chance, that you will ever love me.
*crys a million tears....but they are no longer dry.
no, I might as well be dead.
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