lindsay ann

safety of routine (name taken)

Won't face this day and I won't care now
The sunrise promises nothing new

Every days the same
We're looking straight ahead
caught in the safety of routine
I lose myself again
If only for a moment
I truly feel this way
then suddenly it all becomes
something of worth to me

Won't face this day, and I won't care now
The sunrise promises nothing new
And here I will stay with four walls round
my heart in a room that won't betray

Now that I've gone too far
this escape has caught up with me
and everyone's gone
they all realized that I stopped caring
so long ago that today
was only taken for granted
and tomorrow's just one more
day that i believe I deserve

Won't face this day and I won't care now
The sunrise promises nothing new
And here I will stay with four walls round
my heart in a room that won't betray

Spent too many hours in this room
leving the world outside my door
in failed attempts to forget about
being frustrated to myself

I'll face this day and I wont care now
the sunrise promises nothing new

One last time
i will watch the sun go down
from this window
and i wont wait for a
better day to walk on
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i hate myself. not the way i look anymore...can't afford to care.
but i'm such a mean person & i ruin everything for everyone.