BonkySheek

BonkySheek
2002-09-02 19:44:08 (UTC)

I have returned

So, it has been a month since I found myself so filled with
thoughts and no one to talk to. I think the main reason I
have a journal is because I think I am a bother to most
people when talk about my problems. When I have much tot
alk about I tend not to listen to what people say to me
about them. It's like, "Hey I am the one with a crisis
right now so shut up." but the world does not revolve
around me!! This past month I have been so busy. I had to
jobs, so basically I worked, went out and slept. I didn't
spend much time with Punkies because when I wanted to, one
of us was always pre-occupied. A week before school started
I left my telemarketing job, I couldn't take it anymore. I
am kinda of upset that I didn't get to hang out with
everyone like I planned. I saw a few faces here and there.
As I look back, I have noticed that all the money I made
this summer is gone. I have maybe 50 cents to my name,
where is my money? Probably spent on all my outings. I went
out every single night. I must have put at least 6000 miles
on my car these past 4 months. I am kinda missing my Buna
Clan. Ever since we all got boyfriends we forgot about each
other. I know deep down we will always be best friends, but
Men came along and somewhat changed us. I was so used to
having my best friend at my fingertips and now I don't, I
have to wait until she has time for me in order to talk to
her. Then again I think I took her for granted when she was
around. Talking about Men. I am back at school, having the
time of my life. I got drunk twice in one weekk and went to
a female strip club. Let me tell you it was fun! Of course
I had to be drunk in order to go, I dunno how I would have
reacted sober. I have yet 2 finish packing. Let me tell you
that the male population at PSU definately improved. My
best friend is still the cutest thing around though. Not
much to say write now...




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