young and hopeless

everyday hell
2002-09-02 19:07:29 (UTC)

Ron

Ok i started school last monday. big deal. well i am a
dancer and there is a dance class so i joined up. there was
this black guy named ron who had also joined. he looked
exactly like the guy off of save the last dance. well
anyways he was dating my friend stephanie at the time. well
2 days later he dumps her and asked me out. he was going to
dump her anyways so it wasn't a big deal. well now she
wants to beat me up which is a go figure. well him and i
would always walk down the hall togetherand stuff and
people always told us we looked like the couple off the
movie save the last dance but i had dark hair. well he
found out a secret about my past last night and he is a
very religious person so it affected him alot. he found out
that i have done witchcraft. and last night he did seem
upset but he said that he would forget it and he told me he
loved me for the first time. he even told me that his
dream was we were getting married and he said his dreams
never lie. well this morning he calls me up and says that
right now he needs to be alone and that he had another
dream. that i was doing witchcraft again and i haven't done
it in 5 months and i quite doing it. and right now it hurts
like no other. he told me that later on he wants to go out
but at this time he needs to be alone and he's not ready
for a relationship. he said he still cares about me. i
haven't stopped crying since. he told me he never breaks a
promise. he said he would never hurt me and that we need to
be friends. how do you get over heart break? i need help
and i am on the edge again for cutting. please is anyone out
there? can you hear me?
Tiffaney
P.S. I love Ron




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