aberrantangel

ramblings
2002-09-02 18:44:44 (UTC)

thoughts and other things

hey-
wish i had some fantastic news to divulge, but i don't.
classes start in two days. at least that will be
something different. i'm hoping it will make life seem
somehow more normal. i need something else to
keep my mind occupied. i am tired of not knowing
things. i ask and get no answers. well that's not true, i
get answers, just not the ones i want to hear. i just
wish he would back off to the level he wanted things to
be, but he constantly keeps me guessing because he's
sending mixed signals or i'm interpreting things the
wrong way. it's just really frightening and i'm so tired of
the uncertainty i feel. in a way, i'm tired of missing him,
but i still want to try working things out. but i'm tired of
not feeling it in return.
anyway, i'll write more later.

C




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