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2002-09-02 16:17:45 (UTC)

......crap........................... :(

okay.. heres the deal... me and Ivan are in a fight, he
say's i need to grow up just cuz i kidded around with
jamal, why the hell does jamal gotta go cry to everyone
whats goin around him??? god he's such a friggin baby. i
hate him....

but n e wayz; steven, u told me 2 write down how i felt
so... yeah......... u kno me i'll j/ write it in a poem...
a crappy, crappy poem..........
............................................................

how can i explain how i feel 4 you
when there aren't enough words 2 discribe it
i love you- i hate you- i miss you- i want you
how you make me feel is remarkable
no1 could ever compare....
i love you 4 helping me see the world of love
i hate you because of the hell you put me through
i miss you cause you dont miss me
and i want you because i dont have you
love is what i see when we're 2gether
sadness is what i feel when we're not
how can i tell you i love you
when i'm so scared you'll turn your back?
how could i ever turn my back on you
when your the last person i could bare to lose
i just dont know how 2 say how i feel inside there aren't
enough words in teh world
you made be believe.....
you make me regret.......
it seems like your the only thing
in this world i want that i cant get....
...........................................................

okay, crappy poem- i know, i know but i just dont
understand why the hell you want to know how i feel????
gosh, i want to tell you, of course i do but its
just so hard to put into words, if i say i love you your
most likely to just start ignoring me again... if i say i
want to get back you with you'll just laugh and joke
around... well, i dont know what else to put in this entry
i have to go out anyway.....

buh byez to anyone whoz reading this


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