pensive problematic

what i just can't admit:

if you were a king up there on your throne
would you be wise enough to let me go
for this queen you think you own
wants to be a hunter again...
for the crown you've placed upon my head
feels too heavy now
and i don't know what to say to you
but i smile anyhow
and all the time i am thinking
i want to be a hunter again
i want to see the world alone again
to take a chance on life again
so let me go...

^Dido - Hunter^