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2002-09-02 03:59:59 (UTC)

Party's Done, the Day's Begun

Sunday, September 1 2002
After everyone left from teh party, we packed up everyone
and went to a fair that was sort of a while away. I was
bored most of the time. I didn't feel like riding cause,
well, the rides all looked dumb. I pretty much ate and sat
around from boardum. Not only that it was hot, croweded,
and expensive. Sure, ride tickets were cheap, but food and
games had ridiulus prices. They had a show that we went to.
I guess the end was ok, with the motercycles and the caged
ball of death. I sat and thought of Justen a lot. I feel
sooo alone and empty, but the more I think about it the more
I think that our relationship is beyond repair. I want to
find a way to make it work, if only there was a way through
all this red tape. I'm realy lost I don't know weather to
cry or not. I feel like I could let out a nice soft cry, but
it's just not comming. I want to go talk to him, but I'm
afraid. I feel so low compaired to him. Like I can't measure
up to him, but oh well. That's love. Afterwards, we tried to
get my pictures developed, but everyplace closed. Stupid
fair. Why did we have to stay so long?

I tried to get some homework done but I got really tired
doing it. I didn't have it in me to draw either...




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