sariki

My so called life.
2002-09-01 04:36:08 (UTC)

All Mixed Up

Wow look at my last entry... I guess that proves how messed
up my emotions have been lately. One minute I am soooo
happy and the next, I am as depressed as they get... though
I usually try hiding that part of me.

Well Mike and I fought, but once again we are ok. My mom
got a new car finally.. 2000 outback. It's pretty nice.
But I inherited her '97 Outback, which I am NOT AT ALL
complaining about. Cuz for a first car, its pretty nice. So
I cleaned it all out and pretty soon I'm gonna buy
some "beefy" windshield wipers for it heh heh. 20" carbon
fiber metallic double bladed ones. nice huh? lol.

Yesterday my friend Jake also came over. We went to your
house, Tom. We visited with your mom for like an hour. Its
always nice talking to her. She's such a brave woman. She
gave me one of your shirts which I like to cuddle with now.
She also gave me one of you many Wendy's name badges (hehe)
and another guitar pick. She also said you were really
upset when you didn't have enough money to get me a present
for my birthday party this summer.. (even thought I told
you i didn't need anything but you being there). But she
took your last pay check and got me a very pretty ring. I
was wearing it on my finger but i took it off for 2
reasons.. One, it blended in too much with all the rest of
my rings... just looks like another usual ring, and I
wanted people to really notice it. But also I put it around
my neck so its now kept closer to my heart. I sleep with it
on too. It means so much to me. Thank you.

You woulda laughed on the way home. We decided to visit you
at the bridge. On the way home we saw two COWS walking down
Highland towards Rt. 6. It was pretty funny. So we called
the police and was like "umm yeah i'd like to report 2 cows
walking down my street" and they were like "what color are
they" LOL. my mom was like "uhh black and white" . it was
funny. We went back out looking for them but the vanished.
weird huh? ya wouldn't think 2 large cows could vanish that
quickly. but yeah you would have gotten a kick outta that.

So anyways today I worked 9-3. Then it was SUPPOSED to be
girls night out but all the girls canceled due to other
plans and whatnot. So I picked Mike up and we drove to
Swansea to visit my old friends and chill there for a bit.
It was nice. Roasted marshmallows and hung out. Then I
dropped Mike off and came home.

Ohh I also talked to Frank today. It was nice hearing his
voice again. As weird as it feels without you, I really do
want to keep in touch with him as much as I can. He's a
great guy... I can see why you were best friends with him.
So I think we are gonna try chilling again, though it
definately won't be the same without you there... frank's
mom calling your cell yelling at frank to get home. heh
heh.

Well wish me luck tomorrow. In a boat race. lets see if i
can win 3 years in a row with my dad. I'll write more later
though. If i win this year, I'll dedicate it all to you.
Love ya and nuh nigh
*kiss*hug*




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