Bast

Idiocy
2002-08-31 18:08:04 (UTC)

my back

Ever had shockwaves of pain before? I have those shooting
up my back everytime I move. Kinda sucks. I missed My
Ninas call last night, I was asleep...I passed out a little
after I got home and woke up at 7:30 then I proceeded to
pass out again and wake up around noon. I am still tired
but I am forcing myself to stay awake. There really is
only one reason I would be sleeping this much other than
sickness... that would be depression. I can't be sick, I
am not allowed to be sick, I refuse to be sick. Though
depression is a sickness.... If I am sick though it would
explain the not being able to stay awake in class for the
life of me. If I am sick I can't be aroun dmy father at
all and how that one will be managed I don't know. I
should call the Monkey Cock Sucker...... should I? Why
would I call him though and what would I say.... I really
should work on that second note to him, I told him he would
get another. Would he read it though or tear it up...does
he even care that he hurt my feelings...no he is male why
would he care. Then again there are females out there just
like him... How to spot them though.

My Nina-- You always make good points when we talk sweety,
I should listen to you. Give my Kristin a hug for me.




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