nexus

Meditations on the Abyss
2002-08-31 03:06:53 (UTC)

another transition

hello,

current thoughts: ok

More people have passed on their way to college. patti
left this afternoon and sean leaves tomorrow. so i am the
only one left and it is now getting to me. i feel more
ready for college now that i alone remain. so so more head
towards the inevitable classes and so i shall join and the
endless waltz of responsibility begins anew.

i did notice something about myself though. often when
people joke about me i let it roll off and often go back
and forth, but for some reason i get real defensive if the
comment is even remotly violent. and i couldn't figure
why. my mother noticed this right after the comment. and
the stronger the confrontation the more defensive i am.

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Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the
judgement that something else is more important than fear.
-Ambrose Redmoon
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