Masaki

my empty life
2002-08-30 03:35:44 (UTC)

bad day.... good weekend ahead, I hope

it's 1122 hours over here now and I am noT feeling too
well. got my period last night and I think I will still go
to the gym today, I mustn't let my period ruin my perfect
record so far, anyway, i haven't got any cramps,just the
first day blues, ha. having a slight headache but then it
could be my illusion, not really having one but keep
thinking that I have one, just to avoid work, maybe? it was
so cold this morning and i wiah i could have stayed in bed
but no! i have to drag myself to work and considering the
fact that i slept at 12plus last night, I should be feeling
better but maybe becoz I have been exercising too hard
recently. anyway, the weekend is approaching and I am going
for an interview tomorrow at the hotel, hopefully can get
to work on Sun, i need the money, since i have the time,
why not? took half day off later so that I can go shopping
for a while and go to the bookshop and get the stuff that I
want and read up on some books that I can't afford to buy,
haha. will go home after that to watch TV, borrowed VCD
from Michelle and I haven't started yet!!
heard from R last night and I was quite happy. i really
have an urge to tell him that I have a crush on him, but am
afraid that this may affect the friendship between us, how?
should I say it or keep it to myself? will think about it.
actually no harm right? since we work in different
branches, we won't get to see each other so often and it
won't be that awkward. maybe, will consider all
possibilities first before taking any action.
life sucks, i hate getting periods, hope the weather will
become better later, that will help to lift my moods. my
lips are dry, can't stand it, cracking up already.
had a great game of basketball last night although I didn't
get to run around too much, that's the con when playing
with guys, I seem to be blocking their way half the time
and I can't be an ace shooter like Lynn, not as tall as Ah
M, not as fast as Kelvin, how? I can only be a cheerleader
next time, haha. i'm serious!
gotta go, must settle as much as I can before going home
later......
btw, my weight is still fluctuating between 56 - 57kg, how sad. must
try to lose weight till 54kg by middle of Sept.




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