Nicole

~Lost in Darkness~
2002-08-30 01:14:57 (UTC)

Well

Well as the title says we had a pool party after school
today. I had a BLAST! I dont think I've actually had this
much fun, stress free, fun in a long time. I think its
exactlly the remede for my sould to kick back into school
fun gear. Single, avrage a/b student with a social fun
life. It sounds so much better when i put it that way. Well
it also helps when your hormons are on a normal bases. Ya,
I think im back to my own normal self again. No but the
party was great, we got on the bus at 4 and went to Lake
Loral. Between beeting Ian up, playing frisbie in the water
with everyone and talking to Talish; i never once thought
about how bad thing seemed only a day be4. It seems yet
again that me and Laura are on good terms again also witch
a real stress reliever. No but i had a blast, Matt Carr was
there, been awhile since last saw him. No but it was fun.

As for the rest of the day, woke up late again but this
time i have reason. I had the weirdest dream of me and
Andrew last night. And i remember it perfectlly witch is
the scariest part. We had to be paired up in room for some
orch/band trip and my mom said it was fine and blah blah
blah. Anyway I got soaked in rain and was really really
tierd. Andrew was like half asleep on the bed so i just
laid down next to him and he gave me his hand and well so
cold i cuddled it, and eventually kissed it. Well ssomehow
he mangaged to put his tounge in the place of it and ya
well not going on.

Anyays I was fine intill well i most likelly failed test in
first, got over that and on the way to third i came up
behind Trent and started tickling him. I didnt relise he
had food. Well he droped the top part of his bun and
ketchup. I felt SOOO bad, i started to cry at one point in
3rd and got a headack because of it. Well at lunch that was
really weird. Garret had skipped again so sat with me and
our table. Well he was like so hitting on me the whole
time. I didnt really mind it but it was really weird for
me. Not use to guys actually trying to flirt with me and
not vise versa. I was looking forward to seeing Brian but
he didnt show so i was a little upset over that but well
Garret kept me fleeing for my tickle saftey. I was so tierd
though so that didnt help much. Hell at one point Levi came
over and asked if i was his g/f. he never responded
thankfully because Levi was destracted. But i do know for a
fact that if i were to flirt back at his level he be thrown
so off that it would stun him into stupidity. At one point
i said i was tierd and i was going to go to sleep and i put
my head on his shoulder, he tried to hide it but he was so
freaked out he didnt know what to do, so i said i was going
to get some food. Well going to go now and proabbllly
sleep. Ill update this shit later.




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