JustMe

Inside My Head
2002-08-29 16:05:37 (UTC)

Missing you

I am missing you, Darky Eyes...Badly, but funny enough - I
am not "missing you madly", but rather "missing you
sadly"..donno if you'd understand what do i mean...
it's like - not the feeling of impatience, not like I am
desperate for you...it's mostly like - the feeling of
emptiness inside but - no rush to get to hear from you,
just when i do think of you, I become very sad and - like a
heavy load on my heart, almost painful, but like an ongoing pain -
you just getting used to it...why can't you drop me a line? why it's
so difficult for you? or, if you don't want to know me any more - why
don't you just say this to me once and forever? i would never ever
bother you again, if i wouldn't have hope....Please please, i beg
you - think of me and take this one last step to me or - from me,
don't keep me in uncertanty - it's very cruel...




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