Mrs_Goodbar28

Lyrics of a Soul
2002-08-28 21:06:35 (UTC)

I want a love I can see (Catch me when I'm Beautiful)

Today was quite interesting, though it isn't over.
Let me talk of yesterday first though. I went to all my
classes like a good girl and they seem interesting enough
so my schedule looks light and secure. As I was walking
across campus from the bookstore, I saw the back of
Silly's frame and I just screamed out her name! It was
her of course and we had the loudest reunion anyone had
ever heard. It was funny, she looked exactly the same
with her weaved in pony-tail. Anyway, we agreed to meet
later to go to the mall, after she got things straight
with her at-home-man (yup, she finally settled down, but
that's another story). Now that she is truly a family
woman, we had to bring her son along, not that I mind
children, we just couldn't have much girl time, but it was
just cool hanging out with her again. So, after that, I
got some groceries, and as we went through the store, she
spotted a guy, who turned out to be her man. I just
didn't realize how attractive he was since I was looking
at the back of his head when he picked us up. Well, they
dropped me off and that was that. I did a little reading
for homework, then went to sleep late.
As for the present, I'm still contemplating on what I
will say to my Romantic Mishap. I haven't been able to
catch him online (ofcourse), but I guess we'll talk
eventually. I'm really focused on showing him that he's
not the only one I can stand, which is hard to do, seeing
as though I'm so picky and he's always been the "man in my
life", as they say. While I'm speaking of men, I spotted
Cutie today, for the first time this semester. He was
sitting in the computer lab and although I couldn't see
his full face, I could tell it was him by his mannerisms.
Anyway, I was just about to walk up to him from the door,
when I remembered, "I'm not feeling so fresh today." I
mean, I could be starting my period and I was running so
late for the class I'm trying to get into that I forgot to
brush my teeth. So, I dared not make such a bad
impression.
Besides, I'm looking real bummy these days, my baby
hairs are sticking out and overall, my confidence isn't
booming about my physical appearance. So, I'll save
running into him for another day. I'm sure I will.
Anyway, I didn't get a positive yes for that class I want,
but I must wait to Friday in hopes that someone will drop
it and I can take their place. Well, I'm going to try to
do something with myself to make me look attractive again,
just in case life throughs me a curveball, and he catches
up with me. My theory is, I can only allow them to catch
me when I'm feeling beautiful, or else they might not
think so either. As for now, I'm off to go brush my
teeth. I'm supposed to be baby-sitting Silly's son
tonite, we'll see how that goes. Until next time, live,
love, life!




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