~*Kandice*~

ShUt Up sTuPiD DaMMit
2002-08-28 14:37:54 (UTC)

leaving soon and thinking

i only have 3 stinking days till i leave for school. im
starting to get sadder and sadder. i am going to miss
kelly like crazy. i have been with him everyday for almost
the past week. my mom asked why we were hanging out so
much latly. the last time i am gonna get to see him is
friday nite, then im not to sure when i'll get to see him,
definitly not when i want to. (which is all the time) i
just want him to come visit me all when ever he can,
because i have school more frequently then he does, but he
also has school and work. and i plan on getting a job, so
we arent really going to get to see eachother very often.
the other nite in the car he asked me if i ever thought
about us in the future (mind you i cant be to serious about
things, because being serious about that kinda stuff kinda
scares me) so i said yes, and he asked if he ever thought
that we would get married or ne thing. (which kinda threw
me) and i said yeah, because me and teresa talk about it
all the time, and so i dont really know where he was going
with this, but we know if we were going to get married it
wouldnt be till we are out of college. (which kinda sucks
cuz its 5 years away at least) but who knows. part of me
thinks that kelly is the one i am suspose to be with, cuz
hes my baby. last nite we were at his house and he kept
falling asleep and he was laying infront of me, with his
head on my stomach and i was just like, this is the best.
he makes me feel good and i love being with him more than
ne one. i dont know but kelly and i are gonna make it
through me being at school, but next year he wants to go to
chicago. me being 45 mins away and him being 5 hours away
in another state is scary! for now we are ok tho.




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