Siopao

steaming the buns
2002-08-28 10:51:11 (UTC)

emailed you monday. you might..

emailed you monday. you might not have gotten it. so
casual. so casual normal everyday messages replies.
everyday i feel like crap. im happy i can have gigs where i
can scream my heart out. i intend to do this every chance i
get.i'll do it so hard maybe you'd hear it. i pity my
students when they come later. me being in a terrible mood.
id bite tgheir heads off. but no. that wouldnt be
professional. i have to put on my fake smile try to be
concerned and teach them. mr cheery. sir smiley. poor poor.
im being a bitch huh? its been a while. i honestly dont
know how ive been holding everything in. i could burst any
second. banging on the keyboard too hard. im gonna break
this.
you dont beli
i want to call you. but would you want that? or would i be
violating the space you need? i dont want to teach anymore
mamaya. tinatamad na ako.
i can come up with something better than "thinking of you"




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