2001-07-17 13:15:27 (UTC)

this morning

so much has changed since that last entry
eric is gone for good and things are looking better.
no one knows about this diary and thats something i like.
i have been hanging out with funny, he makes me happy - but
im scared that maybe its just a distraction.
can you really love someone if they hurt you so badly?
i might have cancer and this is the one time in my life I
don't want to die.