Melly

Does this thing come with a manual?
2002-08-27 06:09:44 (UTC)

A month from today

So in one month I will be 24. Another lonley year is going
to be over. I always seem to make plans and goals each
year and never get through them all. Actually last year I
didn't get one. A girlfriend. But I had a few dates and
that was cool. A start. This year I have a few goals to
make and I am going to start them early this year. First I
would like to be a little more stable with money. In doing
that I have to go around and make myself known as a
processor. Which mean making my business cards and getting
some business outfits. Business cards done. Outfits,
working on it. shoes for those outfits, darn.

Second, I would like to get a 2 bedroom. That requires
$1400. Not impossible, but hard to save with child in tow.
Third, do more stuff as far as traveling and road trips. I
never know where to go, and once again it requires funds,
but not impossible. Fourth, I need motivation and
discipline. It is hard to wake up everday and do work from
home. I get tempted to do other things and steer away from
my responsibilities.

Fifth, to have a good birthday this year. Last year I had
a terrible time and regret a lot of the things that
happened. Sixth, I would love to meet more friends and
have them in the circle. I find that I need a person
available at any time. I feel selfish but it's true. I
also hate the fact that most everyone is in some sort of
something and we all know lesbians love to hibernate. It scares me
sometimes to know that I may be a hibernator.

An finally, a girlfriend. A girl shouldn't have to wait
until they are 24 to be in a relationship. How cruel can
life be???? I am always last in line and would like to
catch up with the other 20 somethings. On another small
note, I still have not heard from lori and michelle which
means I may have to call and find out. I may take the
wimpy way out and send a letter. I am weak. Oh well. Well
let this last month of 23 be fun. At least I can end it
with a bang. (hopefully)




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