sariki

My so called life.
2002-08-27 03:55:55 (UTC)

Trudging through Molasses

Life has felt like a person trudging through molasses
lately. Slowly getting nowhere.

Don't ask me why, because I don't have an answer. You would
think I would be sooo happy... I have a bf that loves me,
another guy that wants me, a good caring family, etc... but
no, for some reason it doesn't fill the void inside.

Well yesterday was an interesting day. I worked the morning
shift, 9am-3pm. Then Mike picked me up and we went to his
house. We actually cleaned out my car Tom. Pretty amazing
huh? It took a lot of work and its still not totally done
but its getting there. Well then we spent some quality
cuddle time together and then went to a portuguese festival
in F.R. It was a nice cuddly night till i learned something
new that he had lied to me about before.. I was upset for
a little bit and even almost got hit by a bus lol. That
move was pretty stupid. You woulda made fun of me cuz I
looked like an idiot. heh heh. Mike and I are OK now
though. I guess I just need someone so badly in my life
that I can't let him go.

Tonight, first I went to go meet up with a guy I haven't
seen in a while. He ended not being able to make it, so on
the way home, I visited the bridge. I don't know why, I
just suddenly wanted to. Then I went out with Ron and Jay
to find a place to get Jay's tongue pierced. We couldn't
find any good places tonight so we're going tomorrow night
instead. I want to see his reaction to then decide if I
want to get it done myself or not. I was looking at some
tattoos tonight though. I think I want to get some sort of
chinese writing thing in memory of you. I just have to
figure out what. But my sister is taking me on my birthday
to get one.

Today is our 3 month anniversary (mike and I). I tried
calling him to hang out for a bit, but never got ahold of
him, which makes me kinda sad, thinking he's up to
something. *sigh*. I've had a bad headache all day though,
so I am going to get some sleep now. I'll write more later.




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