Chulo908

Wally's Wackin' Shack
2002-08-27 03:54:36 (UTC)

My First day of College

Today must have been the LONGEST day ever. If it wasn't
the fact that my Dorm had a FIRE DRILL at 3 AM.......and
that I had to run and print out my schedule cuz I thought I
lost it and I didnt know where I was aposta go, and
when.....and then FINALLY after i already printed it
out...I found it in a pocket of my book bag, DAMN THESE
SECRET POCKETS. My first class was Choir. I was BORED to
tears it was SOOOOOOO easy. The conductor was like......U
JUST HAVE TO AUDITION FOR AN UPPER LEVEL CALLS I'D LOVE TO
HAVE YOU. I was like............ummmmmmmmm....ok. I went
to the first class, and i was BLOWN away...now it's a tad
bit tooooo hard.....and a lot of committment and only one
credit. I get some scholarship money though....so thas
good :D. My rommie, isn't workin' out.....I need to find
someone else to move in wif :'(.....i can change rooms at
the end of the semester, or if someone wants to trade that
works out to. He likes to READ MY SCREEN. I'm
like.....ok.....PRIVATE CONVERSATION. I haven't told him
I'm gay yet, but I'm like...as long as I'm not fucking
him...it's none of his business. I'm gonna go join some
activities tomorrow. What's on the list.......Student
Activities Council.......Student Government......GALA
(pronounced GAY-LA, *Gay And Lesbian Alliance*).....I'm
thinkin' about pledging to be a Theta Xi. Frat life looks
cool.....and what better way to meet ppl.....cuz I'm
soooooo hating this new guy thing where I don't know
anybody.....and the ppl I've met today have been
nice....but I want someone I can pass out drunk
with...or...maybe even....I dunno...u can piece all of that
together. Who do I love right now? I thought I loved
Matt...I still do love him. I just wonder if he still
loves me. He said he did, but hasn't said it in a while.
This whole emotional roller coaster is soooooooo not
workin' for me. I just want a definite
answer.......Yes....Or.....NO....I can deal with either
one. I would perfer a yes....but I can deal with a no and
get over it. *sigh* But that's too much of me to expect.
Who can love me? I can't keep a boyfriend offline...and I
can't keep one online......that is REALLY depressing.....I
think I'm gonna cry........ :'(. I's needs another
hug...oh and by the way......THANX TO THOSE WHO GAVE ME A
HUG LAST TIME.....ESPECIALLY YOU MAXY POO, ur always a
sweet heart. Well I'm gonna go to sleep, I've got a long
day tomorrow, and if the fire alarm goes off again......i
want to make sure I had some sleep. I LOVE EACH AND EVERY
ONE OF YOU!!!!!!!!


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